絵夢羽さ沂倚在窗邊微笑的照片

窗邊住著一隻白色垂耳兔 A white lop rabbit lives by the window

絵夢羽さ沂 絵夢羽さ沂

害怕著寂寞,卻仍然勇敢地去愛。 Afraid of loneliness, yet still brave enough to love.

她渴望誠實,也渴望自由。 沿著屬於自己的兔生路途, 慢慢走向更溫柔、也更坦白的地方。 She longs for honesty and freedom, following her own rabbit path toward somewhere gentler and more truthful.

如果你剛好來到窗前,她會向你微笑。 示意你再靠近一點, 然後透過這扇窗,認識她。 If you happen to arrive at the window, she will smile, invite you a little closer, and then let you get to know her through this window.

靠近窗前 Come closer 溫柔、自由、坦白地被看見。 Seen gently, freely, and honestly.

身體裡的小註記 Notes held in the body

這些資料可以讓你更了解她,作為一隻在人類社會生活的兔子。 These details can help you understand her better, as a rabbit living in human society.

她有著 176 公分的細長輪廓,體重約 52 公斤。不是沒有好好吃飯,只是身體似乎總是留不住重量。 She has a long, slender outline: 176 cm tall and about 52 kg. It is not that she forgets to eat; her body just seems unable to hold on to weight.

生理上,她是一隻公兔;氣質卻偏陰柔,也喜歡穿上女裝。你若把她當公兔,她也不會生氣,因為她也不討厭身為公兔的她自己。 Biologically, she is a boy rabbit; in spirit, she is more feminine, and she likes wearing feminine clothes. If you see her as a boy rabbit, she will not be angry, because she does not dislike that part of herself either.

二月初出生的她,帶著一點屬於自己的怪和特別。平常看起來溫順隨興,可是在某些細節上,你會發現她其實很有堅持。 Born in early February, she carries a peculiar charm of her own. She may seem gentle and easygoing at first, but in certain tiny details, you will find the places where she quietly insists.

她是一隻台灣本土的兔子,喜愛著這座島。她期待台灣能擁有足夠的自主與自由,在世界舞台上閃耀,也堅定地抵禦外敵。 She is a local Taiwanese rabbit, and she loves this island. She hopes Taiwan can hold enough autonomy and freedom to shine on the world stage, while standing firmly against outside threats.

她也喜歡非一對一的情感關係。我想我們會在後面更仔細地描述到:關於愛、自由、誠實,以及她的旅途。 She is also drawn to non-one-on-one relationships. I think we will come back to this later and describe it more carefully: love, freedom, honesty, and her journey.

討生活的專業技能 Professional skills

她值得一提的技能,果然就是程式設計了吧。 The skill worth mentioning is, unsurprisingly, programming.

做為一個多端工程師,她汲汲碌碌地在人類社會賺錢生活著,賺得不算多,但養自己很夠。 As a multi-platform engineer, she works busily to make a living in human society. She does not earn a fortune, but it is enough to take care of herself.

AI 時代的到來,讓她可以更輕鬆地製作出自己想要的作品......對,也包括你正在看的這個網頁。 The arrival of the AI era has made it easier for her to create the works she wants to make... yes, including the webpage you are reading now.

程式是冰冷的邏輯和數字,卻可以組成讓人感到溫暖的文字、改善生活的工具,或是讓人會心一笑的創意。這點真是令人著迷——她是這樣說的。 Code may be cold logic and numbers, yet it can become warm words, useful tools, or a tiny idea that makes someone smile. That part is endlessly fascinating, she would say.

GitHub profile 中兔子發出 Meow 聲音,旁邊寫著 Rabbit sound with i18n system 的趣味圖片
Vue, TypeScript, Node.js, Electron, JavaScript, HTML, CSS, Java, Firebase, Flutter 和 Kotlin 的技能圖示
Final Fantasy XIV 中冷凍兔肉站在海邊舉起發光法杖的遊戲截圖
Final Fantasy XIV 裡的冷凍兔肉 Frozen Rabbit in Final Fantasy XIV

那些吸引她的東西 Interests

手記也一一寫下了她的興趣。 Her notebook also keeps a layered list of the things she loves.

  1. 01

    她最大的興趣其實是存錢。雖然聽起來有點怪,但她喜歡研究好多好多不一樣的數字,然後了解她在哪,以及會向哪兒去。 Her biggest hobby is actually saving money. It may sound unusual, but she loves studying all kinds of numbers, then understanding where she is and where she is heading.

  2. 02

    她也喜歡約會。有什麼比和心動的對象一起吃飯逛街、回家過夜,再把隔天早餐也慢慢吃完更吸引人的呢? She also loves dating. What could be more charming than eating out, wandering the streets, staying the night, and sharing the next morning's breakfast with someone who makes her heart flutter?

  3. 03

    在 Final Fantasy XIV 裡,遊戲 ID 是冷凍兔肉。她努力地玩巧匠與大地職業,悠閒的緩慢的,在遊戲中生活著。 In Final Fantasy XIV, her game ID is Frozen Rabbit. She works hard on crafting and gathering jobs, living leisurely and slowly inside the game.

  4. 04

    Minecraft 是她玩了十幾年的世界。比起單純破關,她更喜歡替世界裝上許多模組,再在方塊裡開出一條效率又規則化的進化道路。 Minecraft is a world she has played in for more than ten years. Rather than simply finishing the game, she loves installing plenty of mods and carving an efficient, orderly path of evolution among the blocks.

  5. 05

    Steam 則不知不覺變成了蒐集成人向遊戲的遊戲。畢竟是一隻兔子,這件事好像也沒有那麼需要辯解。 Steam, meanwhile, somehow became a game about collecting adult games. Since she is a rabbit, this does not feel like something that needs much defending.

兔子決心走上的道路 The road this rabbit has chosen

關於自由、誠實,與在疲憊裡仍想追尋的真實之愛 About freedom, honesty, and seeking real love even when she is exhausted

人能不能在足夠自由,也足夠誠實的情況下,仍然堅定地選擇彼此。 Can people still choose each other firmly, even when they are free enough and honest enough?

她常常這樣想著,也一直嚮往著。對她來說,這也許就是這輩子最想追尋的愛:不是因為害怕失去才抓緊誰,也不是把慾望藏到看不見的地方,而是在足夠坦白的光裡,仍然願意伸手靠近。 She thinks about this often, and keeps longing for it. To her, this may be the love she most wants to seek in this life: not holding on because she is afraid of loss, not hiding desire somewhere unseen, but still reaching closer under a light honest enough to see by.

這條路不總是溫柔。她哭過,受傷過,也曾經疲憊到像是把最後一點力氣都用完了。可是她也確實在這條路上看見過迷人的景色,看見那些多元、流動、真實到令人無法自拔的愛。所以,至少現在,她還沒有想要放棄。 This road is not always gentle. She has cried, been hurt, and grown so tired it felt as if the last of her strength had been spent. Yet she has also seen breathtaking views here: love that is plural, fluid, and so real that she cannot help being drawn in. So, at least for now, she has not given up.

她對自己的慾望誠實。她是個 BDSMer,養著一條貪吃的人型狗狗,也中途著一隻調皮的人型貓貓。這些關係是她生活裡需要被好好照顧、好好理解,也好好珍惜的存在。 She is honest about her desire. She is a BDSMer, caring for one food-loving human puppy and temporarily sheltering one mischievous human cat. These relationships are presences in her life that need care, understanding, and tenderness.

至於未來關係會長成什麼樣子,她不想太早替它設下邊界。她喜歡自由地相愛,也喜歡關係自然形成的形狀。只要她仍能照顧好已經在身邊的伴侶,她就會繼續認真地探索自己的愛與慾望。 As for what her future relationships may become, she does not want to draw the borders too early. She likes loving freely, and she likes the shapes that relationships form on their own. As long as she can care well for the partners already beside her, she will keep exploring her love and desire with care.

勇敢地去愛,也勇敢地被愛。這是她願意用這輩子慢慢下注的浪漫,即使路上偶爾會痛、會累、會迷路,她還是想朝那個更真實的地方走去。 To love bravely, and to be loved bravely. This is the romance she is willing to wager her life on, slowly. Even if the road sometimes hurts, exhausts her, or leaves her lost, she still wants to walk toward somewhere more real.